I wish I didn't have this nervous laugh I wish I didn't say half the stuff I say I wish I could just learn to cover my tracks I guess I'm not concerned about getting away
'Cause every time I try to hold my tongue It slips like a fish from a line They say if you want to play You should learn how to play dumb I guess I can't bring myself to waste your time
'Cause we both know what I've been doing I've been intentionally bad at lying You're the only boy I ever let see through me And I hope you beleive me when I say I'm trying And I hope I never improve my game Yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame There must be a light of some kind There must be a light of some kind
I must have blown a fuse or something Cause it was so dark in my mind She came up to me with the sweetest face And she was holding a light of some kind And I still think of you as my boyfriend I don't think this is the end of the world But I think maybe you should follow my example And go meet yourself a really nice girl
'Cause we both know. . .
In the end the world comes down to just a few people But for you it comes down to one But no one ever asked me if I thought I could be Everything to someone There's a crowd of people harboured in every person There are so many roles that we play And you've decided to love me for eternity I'm still deciding who I want to be today
'Cause we both know. . .
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