When I woke up, I could see
The daylight had already passed me
It was such a fight to fade away asleep
It's a fugue I'm on
Found to chase down the dawn
And I fell every night as it turns
Into light with my eyes just shut tight

Sailing all alone
I thought I made it home
But I threw it all away

Oh where I've been sold and spun again
All before me like a dream, falling in between
I feel sick, I feel nervous
I know just what I did to deserve this
Though I know it's not a dream

Keeping quiet, laying low
Holding on to what I don't want to know
Till the daylight turns to ash and blows away
Missing keys, bloody nose
Consequences of what I chose
Keep all eyes on me
Don't want my memory
All comes so deafening

Sailing all alone
I thought I made it home
But I threw it all away

Oh where I've been sold and spun again
All before me like a dream, falling in between
I feel sick, I feel nervous
I know just what I did to deserve this
Though I know it's not a dream