I'm still scared
afraid of failing
antisapating
go back to where ??? into ???

run away
so i can hide
run away
ive mastered feeling nothing
run away
im dead inside
run away
why dont i care


waste my time comeserating self medicating
its my design
although i know you dont approve


the truth is that im not so good at showing how i feel
im keeping my mouth shut when theres something to conceal
knowing how ?? in my memorys
i can not rise above all my insecurites

run away
i find the time
run away
the habit will consume me
run away
still by my side
run away
why should you care